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Posted by iced glare at 07:05 PM :: :: C22mments :: P0ngs :: 124 hits #113 Fantasia Barrino Won (236 Words) Thu - 05.27.2004 4 weeks, 14 hours, 32 minutes, 53 seconds ago

entries deleted thanks to aaronn darling,
the unbalanced one.

THANKS AH
-laughs

:)

hctifdnaeibmorcrebaraewtahtslrigekili
-beams :D

ﾗ Tuesday, November 23, 2004 | 02:09 p.m. ﾗ

I NEED A FUCKING PHONE ! -scowls.

anyway, i lost it.
grrr.

annonymus contributions to my enormous loss are greatly apprciated and highly appropriate at this point of time. i'm fucking dying without a phone.

all donations ( pls think before you buy, i want an E800C by samsung -BEAMS ) should be addressed to Princess Koh, the Prettiest tinkerbelle everrrrrrrrrr -bats eyelids furiously :D

love ya ! :D

ﾗ Monday, November 1, 2004 | 10:05 p.m. ﾗ

it's been two days and i'm misssin you alr,
never thought you really could mean
so much in sucha a little time

da da da da dang dang dang dang -bangs head ;)

i'll think abt the times when i'm lyin in your bed,
with my head rest on your chest
now tht you're gone i'm in t stay ! :D

da da da dang dang dang dang

i think i'm fallin down,
down, down, down.
with a bad case of love :)
love, love love.
i think i'm fallin for you, -grins
you, you, YOU.
i think, i'm fallin in love :D

da da da da da da da dang dang dang !
-jams!

whn you come back all i wanan do is hold you :)
have a blast even thou thers nthg to do ;
hold you close and look you in the eyes -STARES

so just come back and i'll tell you how i feel,
never knew how easy you could fill my heart,
I MISS YOU coem home soon ! :D

i think i'm fallin down,
down, down, down.
with a bad case of love,
love, love, love :)
i think i'm fallin for YOU,
you, you, you :)
i think i'm fallin in luuurrrvveee
-laughs :D

ﾗ Wednesday, October 20, 2004 | 01:08 a.m. ﾗ

do you ever feel like breaking down ?
do you ever feel outta place ?
like somehow you just dnt belong,
and no one understands you ?

do you ever wanan run away ?
do you lock yourself in your room ?
with the radio on, turned up so loud,
so no one hears you screaming ?

no you dnt knw wht's it's like,
when nthg feels alright.
you dnt knw wht it's like,
to be like me.

to be hurt, to feel lost,
to be left out in the dark.
to be kicked, when you're down,
to feel like you've been pushed around.
to be on the edge of breaking down,
but no one's there to save you.

no you dnt knw wht it's like ;
welcome to my life.

`

`why tiptoe through life,
only to arrive at death's door ?

ﾗ Saturday, October 9, 2004 | 01:27 a.m. ﾗ

thanks for making the effort baby :)
appreciate the fact that you're trying.
i know you're putting in the extra effort,
going the extra mile :)

i love you :)
for everything you are,
for everything you do,
for the way you love me,
so completely :)

ﾗ Sunday, July 11, 2004 | 05:23 p.m. ﾗ

will i'll always be there for you ?
when you need someone,
will i'll be that one you need ?
will i'll do all my best protect you ?
when the tears get near your eyes,
will i'll be the one that's by your side ?
will i'll be there when you call me in the middle of the night ?
will i'll keep the rain from falling down into your light ?

i promise i will

will i'll take tender care of you ?
take your darkest night and make it bright for you.
will i'll be there to make you strong and to lean on ?
when this world has turned so cold,
will i'll be the one that's there to hold ?

and i'll love you more every day,
and nothing will take that love away :)
when you need someone,
i promise i'll be there for you,
i promise i'll be there when you call me ;
i promise i will :)

// you and me, baby,
ain't nthn but mammals,
so let's just do it
like they do
on discovery channel

:)

ﾗ Saturday, July 10, 2004 | 09:32 p.m. ﾗ

addicted to techno and i don't know why

try as i may,
i can never explain
what i hear
when you don't say a thing

:)

ﾗ Monday, July 5, 2004 | 01:43 a.m. ﾗ

hahha
think tht stupid girl's coming over later.
like not far man.

the world crashed down,
22/05/04

ﾗ Friday, July 2, 2004 | 09:38 p.m. ﾗ

looks like this is what it's come to.
i've had enough.
i don't get the hot and cold flashes.
i don't know what's going on.
i guess we'll go our separate ways.

tired of being blamed,
even though i'm trying my best.
tired of being at the recieving end
of everything that doesn;t go your way.
i've tried. i've dropped everything, changed my bitchy ways, just to suit you. but i guess the compromises i make just don't matter to you.
tired of all the lies,
and all the deception.
just plain, old tired.

BU day today.
met fox after tht to cut hair
then went to town
saw our cine gang ! :D

mel, trav, poh, dp, maggie, and xiaoxin ( they're back ! :D ) saw LA, cliff, baojun, WYN and CAROL :D
they're back tgth, love them :D
they're the sweetest man ! :D
really brightened my day :)
saw lili too (happybirthdaygirl)
and claudia's going backpacking for like A YEAR !

-grins-
miss them all so much :)

oh, have decided to concentrate on my studies and only tht.
really.
i will have the willpower and determination to not skip classes anymore.
tht's really important :)

shared cab with mel home :)
talked alot.
thanks mel :)

we're ALL wearing white tmr ! :D exciting, eh ? :)
then KBOXING. :D
funfunfun ! :D

okay ! i'm off to call AMELIA :D
oooooohhhhhhh, and jo ? tell dauser i wished her a happy birthday :D

my new number is 91049770

ﾗ Friday, July 2, 2004 | 08:55 p.m. ﾗ

grins.
i think hoolee and i shld just go form a band.

we're super in sync lah,
i mean, check out the same things we say,
at the SAME TIME :)
-laughs-
----

[Thu 09:07 pm] <`per> call you later then ?
[Thu 09:08 pm] <`fox> call my phone later or something?
[Thu 09:08 pm] <`fox> alrights.
[Thu 09:08 pm] <`per> alright.

----
hahhahhaa :D

ﾗ Thursday, July 1, 2004 | 11:47 p.m. ﾗ

chinese orals today
heh heh

cabbed down to her house after tht,
brought her to the docs :)
she's got her medicine now,
should get well soon
kuai le de xiao hoolee ! :D

went to her house and napped.
came home and got yelled at.
screw adults, seriously

BU day tmr
totally fucked.
dnt feel like dressing up at all.
retro is a candice thangg.
-laughs

just got off the phoen with her,
no quarrels today, good improvement
love this :)
drew little stars all over my phys nots.
felt like a P6 kid all over again :)
it's like being in love for the first time.
-laughs

nawlhlh ! :D

spice girls -
i'm givin you everythin,
all that joy can bring
this i swear.
and all that i want from you
is a promise that you'll be there :)

gawwwdddd. tht was from NINETY SEVEN.
-laughs-

Isn't it funny
How times seems to slip away
So fast ?

One minute you're happy ;
The other you're sad
But if you give me one more chance,
To show my love for you is true.
I'll stand by your side
Your whole life through :)

If life is so short,
Why won't you let me love you
Before we run out of time ?
If love is so strong,
Why won't you take the chance
Before our time has come ?

Love is a word that explains
How I feel for you :)
And when you're in my arms,
All my dreams come true
And when you're not around,
You can't hardly see ;
These tears that I'm crying
Now are for you to be with me

ﾗ Thursday, July 1, 2004 | 11:17 p.m. ﾗ

rehtegotyppahosneebevahdluocew

ﾗ Wednesday, June 30, 2004 | 09:36 p.m. ﾗ

messaegd her.
apologised for being bitchy.
asked her if she would forgive me,
but hell, no reply.

i've done everythin i can,
i've put in everything i have.
but she still think i treat her like shit.

sigh.
i give up.

// this love has taken it's toll on me.

ﾗ Wednesday, June 30, 2004 | 08:29 p.m. ﾗ

the depression shrouds me like a veil.

ﾗ Wednesday, June 30, 2004 | 08:21 p.m. ﾗ

i don't want :(
i don't like it when you choose other people over me.
it feels so. shitty.

iwantoyoualltomyself

ﾗ Wednesday, June 30, 2004 | 05:45 p.m. ﾗ

i'm totally defeated.
please, somebody, just come and bring me away
hide me from everythin.
shelter me fr all this pain
and chase away this craziness.

help me :(
bring things back to the way they were before.

iloveyou.

ﾗ Wednesday, June 30, 2004 | 05:39 p.m. ﾗ

hate it when you tell me everythings all right,
and that i'm just being paranoid.

when in reality,
everything's all wrong.
and you know i know the truth.

ﾗ Wednesday, June 30, 2004 | 05:31 p.m. ﾗ

i hate the way you treat me.
you bring me down.
you make me feel unwanted and useless.

sigh :(
everyone's just more important.
you only care about others.

today was a disastrous day.
flew down to town to meet sena and huis.
and fox.

sean and huis left real quick, and left me alone, cuase fox was only interested in talking to alvin.
today was totally fucked.

don't wanna bitch.
dnt wanna sound overly bitchy again.
much lest i get called a bitch,
just like the whole of today.
was ignored, pms-ed at, and dragged around far east for two solid hours waiting for somebody's best friend, who turned up at cine in the end.
got ditched by fox in favour of her best friend, lili, at the cine heeren junction.
splendid :D
wouldn't you enjoy it if you were me ? :D

don't know what the hell is wrong with people sometimes.
but i guess it's a fact we all have to get used to, that butches don't reply messages. or it is only the selected, i-can't-be-bothered, i'm-saving-messages few ?
cause i know plenty who reply messages as they come :)

fucking tired.
why can't things just be normal ?
is happiness tht far off ?

dnt knw wht to say alrd.
she can do whatever she wants with her life without me people nagging now.
tht's what she wants, isn't it ?
i'm fucking lost.
somebody just save me

we swallow our pride for the ones we love.
even thou whatever you do doesn't matter.

hope you liked the family.
hope you liked the heart.

ﾗ Wednesday, June 30, 2004 | 05:14 p.m. ﾗ

i dn't know wht to do
should i just give up everything ?

maybe tht way,
i can detatch myself fr the pain.

siigh.
save me.
i'm REALLY at a loss.

i can't do anything right :(
i hate this

losing you is just too much for me to take.

u o y d e e n :(

ﾗ Monday, June 28, 2004 | 10:56 p.m. ﾗ

it's hard to go on.
she's not over her, is she?
just visited her friendster.

sigh.
she very apparently doesn;t wanna forget, and doesn;t wanna leave.
sighs.
guess she "won't ever be replaced", huh.
-shrugs-

sighs.
guess i jut had to learn the hard way.
just when i was under the false impression tht things were getting better.

aiight.
i don't know what to do

yeah.
i'm tired.
as hell.

i really dnt knw what to do alr.

ﾗ Monday, June 28, 2004 | 10:35 p.m. ﾗ

"one day, we'll stay toether. and when we do, people are gonna look at us and point and say, hey look ! tht's the happiest couple on earth :)"
found it in her sim when she lent it tome :)

-beams-
everything going well on the fox frnt :)
met her today, got back my phone :)
she lent me her sim, so you people can now call me at 91485455
:D

went to her house after sch, chilled.
she got a new phone ! :D
she's got horrid photos inside though.
sighs.
guess she, i dnt knw.
can;t forget her ?
fuck, i hate this.
ugh

ANYWAY. -tks a deeps breath-
we walked to hougang station after tht :)
happy :)
we talked and talked and it was just like the old days :)
I SUDDENLY LOVE HOLDING HANDS :DDDDDDD
hahahhahahahah
-laughs like a sucker

then reached home and called her :)
for those she dodn;t message, her number's now 90081355
ALL DAY FREE INCOMING. :D
she shld pay me for advertising man. hahahs
came home and ate POPIAH ! -laughs-

ooohhh. friends now :)
love :D

misshermisshermissher :D

ﾗ Monday, June 28, 2004 | 09:38 p.m. ﾗ

ohhh.
guess i can't really blame you.

sighs.
sure wish you put abit more effort into making thins work out thou.
-shrugs-
can't make you do sth you dnt wanna do.

just called her.
she sounded downright bored.
sighs.
like, "oh, it's you. yeah, hi."
not. omg ! hi !
-laughs-
abit too much to expect huh.

ﾗ Sunday, June 27, 2004 | 10:38 p.m. ﾗ

my tooth is bleedin :(

growls.
need to puke.
fever

SCOWLS.

ﾗ Sunday, June 27, 2004 | 10:03 p.m. ﾗ

okay, today's the last day of the damn school holidays
-complains-
feeling completely and utterly bitched about today

had a rocking good day with amelia yesterday thou :)
funfunfun :)
per loves superpussy :D

thank god flo came back yest
the last of the butches who can keep time(and their words)
-shrugs-
gues i shouldn't be commentin on tht huh. -rolls eyes-

bitch.

met maye and xinny today :)
in town.
had fun walking around and not doing anything.
bitching along the way thou. -laughs-
we're such bitches. tsk
:)

my heels were killing me.
hell yeah

we got tix for home on the range ! :D
sweetest cartoon ever, i tell you
it's sucha feel-good-movie :D
we cried our eyeballs out :)
lovelovelove the pigs. hahas. and the bloody chickens :)

OH OH OH !
hahahs the three of us were at cine today,
and we got roped into this mean girls thing.
hahhas. and if all goes well.. -grins-
but well, we don't really look THAAT bitchy do we ?:)

felt completely hyped about our big harbourfrnt welcome, but i guess it just wasn;t meant to be.
NONE phonecall in three days really doesn;t make the cut.
oh well.
called her, in the end. and got like hmm.. 4 seconds talktime, MAX.
no "hi"'s, just a short, sweet and simple, "wah eh, phonebill very expensive leh !" aww.. touching, ain't it ? :)

ohhhh. yesss. before i forget. :)
jo passed on the news tht they were coming abck around 7.
cancelled tuition.
called them at 8, guess where they were ?
BATAM
well, of course ! :)
wasn;t tht very expected ? :)
decided to go home.
no point waiting, anyway.

was in trouble by tht time anyway,
heaps of it

fucking CARAVEN tuition called my mum instead of calling me back at kris's cell. -shrugs-
one more thing about adults, they apparently dnt understnd "PLEASE CALL ME BACK AT THIS NUMBER"
obviously.
it should be a sin to grow old.
bloody caraven fuckers.
go stab yourselves in the ear with a bloody ballpoint pen, if you please.

was throughly tired and pissed off.
clumped down to rocky with maye and xin to torture the world for making us suffer.
little bitches.
scowled and ranted, screamed, raved, spat, bitched at anyone and everyone at rocky.
no wonder the place was near deserted.

seriously lah,
this is fucked up.

shut up.

ﾗ Sunday, June 27, 2004 | 09:10 p.m. ﾗ

PARIS HILTON IS HOT
hahahhahahaha

hmm it's one and she hasn;t called me yet.
i do hope she's alright

smiles.
i'm happy and i don't know why :)
i love this feeling

cn;t wait for sunday
-nudges maye

i'm happy :D
my mind's filled with a thousand thoughts of you,
i'm going mad,
but i'm happy :)

you drive me crazy.
you fill me up :D
and you're a BITCH,
but i love you anyway :)

happiness comes easy when you're in love
:D

didn't go monks today,
didn;t want her to worry :)
cause our dearest Fox the Friendly Fighter isn;t there to protect this fair maiden fr the other wild animals out there.
apparently, i'm supposed to make a list of who bullies me when FFF is outta town.
on sunday, they're dead*.
* said with much vehemence.

i miss jo(anne) very much :)
i miss you bitch ! :D
you're SO gonna desert me after F(lo) comes back lah !
-sulky-
well, tht's okay,
i've got you in sch for 6 hrs everyday :D
BITCHASS !! :D

foxy : i watched happy tree friends today ! :D
you're right, it REALLY airs on mtv ! :D
my sister's hooked now -laughs.
miss you baby ! hurry home okay ? :D
wo men xu yao wo men de hoo lee :)
cup corn tastes different without you :(

i ate half a tub of liquid maltose today
to all you cheenafied, swa ku weirdos out there, it's mayatang ! :D and it's yummy and you're not having any :)
-hugs pot possessively-
actually it's quite dirty lah, dnt knw which moron wld do tht, really

my throat feels funny.
i think i ate too much.
urgggggg
maybe i'll be dead by the time she comes back.
how depressing.
hahas :)

OMG SOME ANTS HAVE ATTCKED MY HONEYPOT >:(
motherfuckers.

okay you knw wht, i dnt think she's calling i'm going to sleep. heehee.

tell me :
why do we fight
when we know it's all wrong ?
why can't we see what's goin on
is it just because we're lonely ?

some say tears run dry, but
in my heart i've cried forever ;
only you can take it away :)

love me, love me
but don't be sorry :)
help me, chase the shadows away.
love me, love me
when you've got nothing to say,
say something anyway :)

ﾗ Saturday, June 26, 2004 | 01:01 a.m. ﾗ

she is everythin to me,
and you know we're meant to be :)

ﾗ Friday, June 25, 2004 | 10:21 p.m. ﾗ

thetouchofyourhand (:
a perfect ending,
to a perfect day :)

went to sentosa today ! :D
with. foxy, maye, yuxin, kayson, javen, shi hui, claudia, dauser, jo, xanchez, nicole, ednes, ednes's gf( ssit cheryl ? i'm sorry :( ) huiting,and michelle ! :DDDD
had a few lil misunderstandings along the way,
but it was nothing we couldn't handle

bitched and cursed our way around sentosa on the monorail.
-giggles-
was great fun ! :D
fox wowed everyone with her splendid, oh-so-cool, littering skills.
we were amazed

hhahas. palawan was good,
even though mr sun refused to shine :)
and kayson tortured me with seaweed
and yeah, it was good

grins.
i sound relaly different fr my previous entries :)
SEE DINAH ? :D
heh heh

today was a really happy day !! :D
we took photos and videos and got stung by jellyfish !:D
we never really stopped laughing :)
we were happy :)

took a million years to get outta sentosa thou
but it was okay :)
i love the water gang ! :D
-clings on miserably to garfield float-
heehee :D

then me, fox, kay, jave, and shihui ate at some KPT at harbourfront.
HALF THE STALLS WERE CLOSED ALR.
i'm glad you ate your fill :D
then you can grow big and strong :D
hahhhas :)

yeppppp !! :D
after bitching about eliza and jacq ( that BITCH >:( )
then took EIGHTY home with nice javen and nicer gf shihui :) -BEAMS-
HAHA

trip was long but good.
happy, warm, satisfied :)
walked her home after tht, fr the hougang station.
:)

got home, and everything was right :)
I MISS YOU JO (bitch! :D)
happy.

then she called,
and we talked
on my NEW HOUSE PHONE LINE ! :D
hahahhahahah -laughs like a fucking moron-

she's going to indo for the weekend.
and she sounds real happy about it :)
glad you're holidaying away fr everyth dear,
you deserve it :)
see you sunday ? :D

OMFG FLO'S COMING BACK TMR !! :D
she's coming back tmr,
she's coming back tmr,
she's coming back tmr !!! :D
-sings for you-
:D

lovelovelove everyone :)
smiles.
life is BEAUTIFUL :)
hahhahas.
i'm happy now,
everything's in TECHNICOLOUR.

I WONDER WHY.
hahhas :D

in the mornin,
i feel da breeeeeze :)
the sun washes over me.

the sound of water,
the crashing seas.

is it only me
tht feels aliiiveeeee ? :)
it's all ahead on me,
cause it feels SO right :)
-BEAMS-

just open your eyes and see..
that life is BEEYOOOTIFULLL :D
it's beautiful to me :)

(: y b a b u o y k n a h t

hrmmm. off to find some wet tissues now.
indo can;t be all tht clean ! :(
brrrrr. :)

ﾗ Friday, June 25, 2004 | 02:14 a.m. ﾗ

seriously,
just kill me.
think i'd feel better off dead anyway

yeah.
and everything ?
it's just like when someone dumps salt all over your wounds..
but worse

just end it.
just end it all.

ﾗ Monday, June 21, 2004 | 11:11 p.m. ﾗ

x never be replaced
sigh
daddy just hit me.
badly

messy, messy

sigh.
everything's jsut so screwed now
and my mum cut off my line

want her back
but she likes someone else
sigh

and she isn't even replying messages.
:(
something inside me broke today.
i felt it
it shattered.
i crumpled

i need you baby
:(
come back

:(

just hold me
and tell me that everything's gonna be alright
that everything's gonna go back to the way it was

you're prolly very angry
and kinda hurt about today
i'm sorry.

sigh.
is it just that you don't care anymore?
let it go back to the way it was

you know it's possible.

don't know if you recieved my message,
and i don't know why you always choose not to reply.
is it really that hard?

h e a r t b r e a k

can't stand losing you.
please come back baby
you know it's you i need

i wanna be with you
tell me why you don't care enough to try.

does this really not mean anythign to you ?

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

i'm sorry for all the tings i've done.
that hurt you.
for all the things i didn;t do,
to show you that you were appriciated

tell me it's not too late

ﾗ Sunday, June 20, 2004 | 01:58 a.m. ﾗ

don't knw wht to say
glad you've found someone else
someone new
:)

and i'm glad you think that she's the one
mayeb you'll be happier then
hppier than when we were tog,
and happier thn when i thought everything was fine :)

maybe now, you won't feel the need to shift all the blame to me :)
maybe, maybe tht's what you've been looking for

don't know if anything can happen anymore.
i don't need false hope.

i'm tired.
and i feel crushed by everything you do
-shrugs-
:)

i'll find something to do,
to take my mind off losing you.

ﾗ Saturday, June 19, 2004 | 04:47 a.m. ﾗ

that's really.
not the message i'm trying to put across
anything but.

memories are important to me,
but i'm not sure hwat they mean to you

i'm sorry,
i don't wanna rush you into anything
tht was just.
to show you
somethings tht can't be put into words

i dont'wanna force you into making desicions.
it's come to a point where
i don't know what to feel anymore

you're important to me,
of that, i'm sure.

i'm just not sure.
how much everythign else means to you

maybe i'll blog another day,
when, maybe
i've sorted everything out
i'm so tired,
and so very confused
and everyday,
the confusion just gets worse.

and, i'm sorry

i wanna do something
to change.
to change everything
to change the way everythign is now
to let it go back to the way it was.

but i don't know where to start
i don't know what i can do
i don't know how you feel
and i won't.
not until you figure it out yourself.

i don't know what to say

i don't wanna lose you
but there seems like theres noting i can do to get you back
and i don't know what to do anymore.

you're less the person i knew at the start.

i don't know.
i'm very confused :(

i'm sorry.

y o u 'r e t h e s u n s h i n e

sitting here alone thinking it through trying to convince myself that i'm
not losing you,
or can't you just forget the things i said
i was angry at the time but now i cleared my head
it was so strong, where did it all go wrong

so tell me why, i'm swimming against the tide
and i'm praying for a lifeline, cos i'm
losing you
so tell me why, you dont care enough to try
are you giving up this fight, i can't stand,
wont stand, losing you

you don't have to say a word its in your eyes
what can i do to convince you we need more time
and i know i may have made a few mistakes
but losing you is just too much for me to take
it was so strong, where did it all go wrong

so tell me what to say
because i need a chance to change
and i wont let you walk away

busted - losing you

ﾗ Monday, June 7, 2004 | 11:56 p.m. ﾗ

ﾗ Monday, April 5, 2004 | 09:35 p.m. ﾗ

:)
haha everyones ganning me for nt blogging anymore.
laughs.

well i dnt wanna update cause the only thing tht people read when they get here is, she's sucking amazing.
which is good, cause to me tht's exactly what my gf is, and always will be, to me :)

so everyone, i'm moving.
will leave the link here when i'm done. :)
if ya'll want me to link you up just leave me a gbkk entry ya ?

was great seeing you all at monks :)
mwamwamwa.

ﾗ Saturday, December 13, 2003 | 03:50 a.m. ﾗ

YAWNS.
just got up.
hahas.
late last night,
was conferencing with silver joell and fox.
until SO LATE.
-laughs-

yest was a long day.
really.
woke up.
went dwnstairs to buy food for joell and cabbed dwn to northpoint to pass to her.
sat and had lunch.
got bullied,
tried to kill flies.
and was FORCED to do her hair.
grrrrrrs.

then met fox.
was late.
oops.
went to bugis.
where she danced parapara.

SHE'S FUCKING AMAZING.

yes she was dancing, and i was like. OH MY GOD.
yesyes. then huiwen came down and sat next to me.
wow ! didn;t see her till like.
qt long later.
so blind.
hahas.
okays,anyway i was like.
happily pointing at fox,
" eh that's my friend lehh ! i know her ! she's my friend ! and she's really good ! oh gosh."
hahhas. so funny.

anyway she finished dancing,
and wanted to eat kfc.
the one opposite parco was too crowded,
so i told her tht i knw some kfc somewhere else,
very ulu one.
so we started walking,
but thn i relised that i DON'T know.
shit.

so just pretend pretend abit,
told her it closed down.
hahas.
then we walked ALL THE DAMN WAY to ps.
for her zinger.
-glares-
hahas no, then saw karlin.

anyway, wanted to pee.
and she dragged me all the way up to the SEVENTH floor.
cause she wanted to play para AGAIN.
but nevermind cause she's really good.
dance dance dance and everyone was looking at her.
and obviously i was just standing there.
in front of a fan.
posing.
lols.
okay,
not funny right ?
hahhas.

rushed to taka,
met silver.
watched them fag.
left !
went up to kino coffe club x to find aaronn and dru.

STUDIED.

hahas. realised i'm extremely smart.
;)

oh wells thn went to meet jove for dinner,
went to find kris !
but she wasn;t there.
annoying.
so anyway,
was sitting outside taka,
when i saw kayson ! :D
and javen and gf.
kayson like not extra only.
-giggles-

talking led to bitching.
okay and wild gesticulating.
hahas.

went back to meet aaronn and dru,
they were just about to give up on me and leave.
scowls.
ahas then we went to heeren to take cutebutch/sideview neos.
seriously retarded, cause my face is in it.
-laughs-
oh then saw stace and wei.
haven;t seen them for so long !
hahas. yeahhhh,
then dru had to go for her family steamboat,
and left.
so aaronn and i just sat there eating.
and.
ayys dnt know doing what lahh.
hahas.
yeah then tie to go home !
met jove to go hm,
and joell was seriously pissed off cause i was supps to go down to her workplace and find her, but i cldnt :(
i'm sorry joe :(

ugh tuition time.
update laters.

ﾗ Sunday, September 7, 2003 | 10:03 a.m. ﾗ

heh heh.
just got back fr yen tuition.
was terrible as usual.
-rolls eyes-
sth new please !

today was SUCH a tiring day.
laughs.
was happily sleep-talking to ping
WHEN. fox called.
okay so nevermind,
picked up.
SHE'S UNDERNEATH MY BLOCK.
perfect.
tsktsk.
so RUSHED down.
(but she still ended up having to wait)
nevermind.
serves her right for waking me up like tht.
-glares-
hahas.
well wanted macs breakfast,
so waited and waited for the bus to come.

finally reached khatib central,
but breakfast was OVER.
-SCOWLS-
so tool train to yishun.
was discouraged from sneaking onto the mrt,
"it's not right !" quote unquote.

reached yishun !
found joell !
played and waited for joell to break at starbucks
the starbucks is SO going to close dwn.
dnt even have a couch.
hmm.
anyways. thn.
joell had break.
sat outside there and watched them fag their lives away.
soon i'll be the only lesbian left in yishun.
nevermind.
then her break was over.
so we went back to my house to get my tuition stuff.
but ended up watcing kids central.
yayy !! :D
didn;t get to watch spongebob thou.
pouts.

yes then silly girl INSISTED on sending me to tuition,
so we TREKKED to the bus stop which was like 54985 km away,
only to get on the WRONG bus.
ugh.
ahas.
stranded in hougang.
stupid girl doesn;t even knw the bus routes in her area.
finalyl got to tuition,
HALF AN HOUR LATE.
ugh.

oooohs ! it's ten. friends ! :D

ﾗ Monday, September 1, 2003 | 09:27 p.m. ﾗ

i love you for the silly things you do.
i love you for you.
i love you.
thank you darling for everything. +)

ﾗ Wednesday, August 27, 2003 | 03:33 p.m. ﾗ

in the com lab now.
just read ping's blog.
i miss her.
and joe
and mel
and krist
and ele.

bahh.
this is seriosuly terrible.
it's not anything,
it's just.

everything.
ugh.

chinese test this friday.
sulks.

yeah okay meeting aaronn laters,
cine long john. :)

ﾗ Wednesday, August 20, 2003 | 12:56 p.m. ﾗ

you KNOW intelligence was a criteria when you were looking for a girlfriend.

ﾗ Tuesday, August 19, 2003 | 08:30 p.m. ﾗ

:D
okays repaired my mouse.
smiles.

school rocked today.
dinah was happy, and we bitched. :)
hahas. superficial.

okays everyone shld go download happy by sita :)
it's a great song ! :D
okay so it's happy.
DUHH.
giggles.

sings.
okay. hmm sths very wrong abt school thou.
don't like it when people do things tht I do in the first place.
thts not doing sth per has done,
it's not liking what per does and doing it for yourself.
it's just called.. uh COPYING.
geez.
wish i was born with a copyright birthmark.
hahas.

scowls.
and theres this Someone else,
it shld be pretty obvious by nows.
rolls eyes.
yawns.
and just because you think you're the best at everything.
you get to boss everyone around.
and say things that i usually do.
and do things tht i usually say.
that's my verse, hello ?

ugh.
and thinking tht you're so smart.
when you're just abt as clueless as dinah.
hahas okay kidding lahh FLEN. -laughs-
yeah but whatever.
no point pretending to be more superior.
you're th same as us, even thou you pretend you're not.
trying to make us feel inferior doesn't work either.
and you're sudden mood swings ?
no, they aren't what others classify as "cool".
no. they're not.
you should try to stop cutting people off in midsentance like me because you just can;t pull it off. hurrhurr.
it's just gets on people's nerves.
and if you really just want people to fuck off, tell them to their face, not just bitch about them, behind their backs.
just becaue you've gotten into some committee or another ?
you think you're unbeatable.
let me tell you,
you're not much good there.
wouldn't make much of a difference if you quit.
wld probably be much more peaceful,
with alot less bitching and attempted disruptions to gain attention.

and stop showing off.
yes. and pretending tht nthn affects you.
we all know it does.
your act DOESN'T work.
we just see right through you.
no use pretending to be high class.
you're just a spoilt lil brat.
trying to fit in.
by doing what you deem as COOL.

fancy speeches don't mean much nows.
now nobody even wants you to be in their clique.
don't bother trying to force yourself in.
just be yourself and you'd get much further.
come on man.
you used to be nice.

but that was a looooooooooooooooooonnnng looooooonnnngg time ago.

ugh.
ANYWAY.
stayed back with xin yi today to STUDY :)
yes teachers, if you're reading this,
per studied !! :D
yayyyyy !! :D aren't you guys proud ?! :D
i'll even help you ppl feel proud for myelf.
beams !
hahas okays pearlyn the retard.

yawns anyways studied with mrs khong.
found out many things.
so now xinyi and i can blackmail her
hahas okay WHATEVER PER.

so xinyi forced me to watch ALLLLLLLL her card tricks, and REFUSED to teach me.
magician cannot share her tricks what right.
hahas she only taught me ONE DAMN TRICK.
and i SO can't pull it off, and it looks damn fake.
but xin yi is REALLY good.
she is going to be the next houdini ! :D
OMG XINYI AND HOUDINI EVEN RHYME
oohs i had physics tuition with houdini #2 ! :D
hahas okay lame.
-kicks her own ass-

wanna blog abt sth but dinah dnt allow.
retard.
scowls.

oh and just realised you knw wht ?
there's a PERLYN in sec 1 justice.
UH HUH.
she got caught for her hair during assembly
so when miss lowe announced for "PERLYN" obviously everyone looked at me.
okay or thought it was me.
like uh okay how many pearlyns are there running about in stnicks right.
but no. :D
miss lowe said "PERLYN FROM ONE JUSTICE"
hahas
-big collective sigh of relief-
then.
not per ?
THEN.
oh my god there IS another perlyn ?!

lols st nicks girls are such BIMBOS/HIMBOS ( only fer wyn's sake ).
clay shld be in stnicks then.
hahas okay whatever.

bloody dinah wong.
love you LAHH.
-smirks-

aaronn.
you WHAT.
faints and lies on the floor.

ﾗ Tuesday, August 19, 2003 | 07:54 p.m. ﾗ

what's the use ?
what's thr point ?

you've got the wrong girl.

ﾗ Saturday, August 16, 2003 | 11:56 a.m. ﾗ

i could stay awake just to hear you breathing.
watch you smile while you are sleeping.
while you're far away and dreaming.
i could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
i could stay lost in this moment forever.
every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure.

dont wanna close my eyes.
i dont wanna fall asleep.
cause i'd miss you baby.
and i dont wanna miss a thing.
cause even when i dream of you.
the sweetest dream would never do.
i'd still miss you baby .
and i dont wanna miss a thing.

lying close to you.
feeling your heart beating.
and i'm wondering what you're dreaming.
wondering if its me you're seeing.
then i kiss your eyes and thank God we're together.
i just wanna stay with you,
in this moment forever forever and ever.

i dont wanna close my eyes.
i dont wanna fall asleep.
cause i'd miss you baby
and i dont wanna miss a thing.
cause even when i dream of you.
the sweetest dream would never do.
i'd still miss you baby.
and i don't wanna miss a thing.

i dont wanna miss one smile.
i dont wanna miss one kiss.
i just wanna be with you.
right here with you just like this.
i just wanna hold you close.
i feel your heart so close to mine.
and just stay here in this moment.
for all the rest of time.

ﾗ Thursday, August 14, 2003 | 07:26 p.m. ﾗ

i love per. +)

i love per!!

ﾗ Thursday, August 14, 2003 | 01:47 a.m. ﾗ

i love aaronn :)

ﾗ Wednesday, August 13, 2003 | 11:29 p.m. ﾗ

growls.
sec 4s just got their paper back.
and they ALL look so sad.

in the lab nows and this keyboard doesn' t work
the space key doesn't and you've got to bash it really hard to make it work.

dinah's not in school today.
dies of lonliness.
she's got hives !
ugh.

and i;ve gotta gofor coffeewith gurung later.
which isn;t all that bad. hehs.
dnt knw where togo thou.

hmm.
anyways it's good tht i wasn't in school yesterday.
because they were calling people out during assembly yesterday for bing over disruptive in class.
and yes.
i;moneof them.
and i don't know why.
i;msucha sweetie in class.
pouts cutely.
i'm an angel.
REALLY.

hahas.
peixiu and bern and elaine are reading some cheemified blog nows, belongs to a guy called sean, apparently.

okay.
it's stressing trying to blog whenever the teacher's backis turned.
you obviously can;t type in front of her.
becuase she'll "kick you out of the computer lab".

okays just blogged on peixiu's blog.
laughs.
okay bern is retarded.

ﾗ Wednesday, August 13, 2003 | 12:50 p.m. ﾗ

go on french all you want,

i totally won.

ﾗ Tuesday, August 12, 2003 | 03:46 p.m. ﾗ

your guestbook deprived me of the chance to sign your guestbook. okay maybe not considering the fact that the past three entries are from me. okay nevermind then. rephrase. your guestbook refused to accept my entry and insisted that i cant sign in this fast. but like the last time i signed your guestbook was like how many days ago. so i figured out your guestbook's not in the right state of mind. thus i decided that since i cant sign your guestbook, i might as well take the initiative to add an entry in your i-am-deprived-of-entries-blog. which have absolutely nothing to with you but have absolutely crap slapped on your blog. makes perfect sense doesnt it. yeah admit it. you know i'm a genius.

okay now uh my supposed entry to your guestbook.
my FOURTH entry in your guestbook. think you're watching spongebob squarepants nows. fucktard greyparrot!!
okay there you go.

but since i'm here, i might as well crap more to amuse whoever's reading your blog. and if whoever among the whoever does not get amused, i'm apathetic.
you see, i'm seriously bored. and being the rebellious person i am, i refused to do any schoolwork whatsoever. no actually i dont know what is there to do. okay overshare. but not as if the whole world doesnt knows.

okay you know what. i'm running out of things to say. or rather crap. okay i shallnt crap. okay you rest more. then i can work my scheme. bwahahas.

oh last question before i take my much awaited leave, are you sure you are not a parrot? okay hahas nevertheless,
i love you!!

ﾗ Monday, August 4, 2003 | 06:11 p.m. ﾗ

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?
per ! :D okay pearlyn koh shermin
ugh it's a horrible name. tsk.

2. WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?
none ! hahas okay.. blue shorts. they don't belong to me actually.. umm. heh they belong to jae ! hahas.

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
business - eminem. :D

4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER?
which one ?! umm. okays 2720. or 4624. weird.

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
MEDICINE ! ugh. panadol cold relief for now cux i haven;t been to the doctor for the REAL medicine. grrs.

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
white ! thn no one would use me and i'd live forever ! :D

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
sunny ! :D yayy !! :D

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
aaronn ! :D hahas okay just got off actually, her teacher got into class, bitch. hahas ;)

9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
i don't. -nods-

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
yepps ! tonnes ! :D i love my girlfriend okaaaayy. overshare. hahas.

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
does being sick count ? pouts.

12. FAVOURITE DRINKS?
water ! :D spring NOT mineral, and with a straw.
particular. TSK. hehs.

13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK
FCUK pink !! or sub zero pink ! or anythin thts pink ! okay sub zero pink, it's the MOST beautiful shade of pink i've EVER seen in an alcoholic drink. -giggles- tht time i was drunk at monks i just kept staring at it. which proves how pretty it is. okay now everyone go get one bottle ! hahas. ;)

14. FAVOURITE SPORTS?
. won't it be eaier to ask what's NOT my favourite sport ?
then i can just put every single known sport on the list.

15. HAIR COLOUR? okay. this is a trick question. scowls.
umm. okay lately i highlited it red, but now they've turned blonde.
one side of my head is blonde, the other side is red, and there's this chunk of purple somewhere in the middle. UGH. told you it was a trick question,
my hair's in a mess, and i can't just shave away all my bad hair days like wyn did. sulks.

16. EYE COLOUR?
my REAL eye or my glass eye ?
-rolls eyes ( both )-

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
when i find them.

18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? sasa ! she's 4 and she cares alot abt me ! hahas. and she takes care of me when i'm sick :), so she refused to go to school today. -giggles-

19. FAVOURITE MONTH?
december ! :D tht's when the slacking REALLY sets in. and you've got a good reason to also !
mum " go do something and stop slacking around ! "
me " but muuuuuuuuuuummmmyyyyyyyyyyy, it's 12/11/10/9/8/7/6/5/4/3/2 day's to christmassssssssss !! "
heehee.

20. FAVOURITE FOOD?
food ! :D

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
lizzie mcguire movie. okay realised aaronn spelt it wrongly. dumb blonde. sniggers.

22. FAVOURITE DATE OF THE YEAR?
7th june !

24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
i scheme. -winks-

25. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING MOVIES BETTER?
happy ending !!! :D -melts and dies-

26. DO U LIKE SUMMER OR WINTER BEST?
you dnt have much of a choice do you. but if i stayed in canada, WINTER ! :D

27. HUGS OR KISSES?
hehs. BOTH. * greedy.

28. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships. cux with soemoe like ahem arnd. :)
everything works out fine :)

29. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
strawberry ! :D cux my sister takes vanilla and my daddy takes chocolate so we always have thre tubs at home. hahas.
oh wait.
are we even talking about ice cream ?
tsk.

30. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
no ? thn i'll hafta reply.

31. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
them.

32. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
me.

33. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
(( is this a sexual trick question. ))
i totally agree with aaronn.
-nods in agreement-
ahas.

34. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
chinese handbook three up down.
okay, the hanyue ping ing part.

35. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
what kinda quiz is this ?
it's so like, TOTALLY irrelevant.
i don't know,
snakes and ladders ?
ugh okay i lied.

36. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
curl up and die a terrible twisted tormented death because i abused every single drug known to man thn i swallowed 479 grams of crushed glass so it'll enter my bloodstream faster. TSK.
sleep lahh !

37. THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
her !:D

38. WAT TYPE OF FLOWER WLD YOU LIKE TO RECEIVE?
i don't know !!!! :(

39. WATS UR FAV CHOC?
the type tht tastes like strawberry !
no.. the type tht tastes like orange !
no.. strawberry.
orange.
strawberry.
orange.
strawberry.
orange.
NO I DON'T KNOW !?!?!??!!!
* despair
sigh.

OH FREDDO THE FROG CHOCOLATE ! :D
by cadbury, the strawberry one ! :D
-chants-
FREDDO ! FREDDO ! FREDDO ! FREDDO ! FREDDO !

ﾗ Tuesday, July 29, 2003 | 12:18 p.m. ﾗ

God gave me you to show me what's real.
there's more to life than just how i feel.
and all that i'm worth is right before my eyes.
and all that i live for, thought i didn't know why.

in your arms, i'm someone new,
with every tender kiss from you.
i must confess, i am blessed.

ﾗ Monday, July 28, 2003 | 02:42 p.m. ﾗ

have you ever seen such a beautiful night.
i could almost kiss the stars for shining so bright.
then i see you smile and i go ooohh, ooohhh, ooohhh.
i would never want to miss this.
cause in my heart, i know what this is.

hey now hey now,
this is what dreams are made of.
hey now hey now,
this is what dreams are made of.
i've got somewhere i belong.
i've got somebody to love.
this is what dreams are made of.

have you ever wondered what life is about.
you could search the world and never figure it out.
you don't have to sail the oceans no, no, no.
happiness is no mystery.
it's here and now, it's you and me, yeah.

hey now hey now,
this is what dreams are made of.
hey now hey now,
this is what dreams are made of.
i've got somewhere i belong.
i've got somebody to love.
this is what dreams are made of.

open your eyes.
this is what dreams are made of.
shout to the skies.
this is what dreams are made of.
then I see you smile and i go ooohhh, ooohhh, ooohhh.
yesterday my life was duller.
now everything's technicolor.

hey now hey now,
this is what dreams are made of.
hey now hey now,
this is what dreams are made of.
i've got somewhere i belong.
i've got somebody to love.
this is what dreams.
dreams, this is what dreams are made of.

ﾗ Sunday, July 27, 2003 | 01:34 a.m. ﾗ

wei i can't sign your gbkk !! happened twice alr !! :( anyway , this is wht i TRIED to say :: oh no ! i made signed your gbkk yest, but i dnt see my entry :( sad. so let me tell you AGAIN, sbsp - spongebob suarepants ! hahas watch it since you're so bored :) 5 pm EVERY SINGLE WEEKDAY ! :D on kids central. hahas. and you're hair is okay lahh :) was great seeing you today, take care ! :)

ﾗ Sunday, July 27, 2003 | 12:20 a.m. ﾗ

you think you're going nowhere
when you're walking down the street;
acting like you just don't care,
when life could be so sweet.
why you wanna be like that
as if there's nothing new ?
you're not fooling no one,
you're not even fooling you.

so walk a little slower,
and open up your eyes;
sometimes it's so hard to see
the good things passing by :)
there may never be a sign,
no flashing neon light
telling you to make your move,
or when the time is right.

why not take a crazy chance ?
why not do a crazy dance ?
if you lose the moment,
you might lose a lot.
so why not, why not ?

you always dress in yellow,
when you want to dress in gold.
instead of listening to your heart,
you do just what you're told.
you keep waiting where you are
for what you'll never know.
let's just get into your car
and go, baby, go !

oh, i could be the one for you
oh, maybe yes,maybe no.
it could be the thing to do,
all i'm saying is you got to let me know.

you'll never get to heaven,
or even to L.A ;
if you don't believe there's a way.

why not take a star from the sky ?
why not spread your wings and fly ?
it might take a little,
and it might take a lot.
but why not ?
why not ?

ﾗ Saturday, July 26, 2003 | 11:15 p.m. ﾗ

when your spirit gets too weak.
when the water seems too deep.
when you think there's just no way.
i'll be there for you night and day.
when the mountain seems too steep.
when your spirit gets too weak.
when you think there's just no way.
i'll be there for you night and day.

ﾗ Wednesday, July 23, 2003 | 10:05 p.m. ﾗ

if you fall,
i'll never let your spirit break.
if you call,
i'll always soothe the cries you make.
if it's all I can do,
i'll slowly kiss your dreams awake.

ﾗ Wednesday, July 23, 2003 | 09:49 p.m. ﾗ

you give me that toasty feeling all over again. +)

ﾗ Wednesday, July 23, 2003 | 09:38 p.m. ﾗ

somebody please dig me out of this shithole.

ﾗ Tuesday, July 22, 2003 | 08:05 p.m. ﾗ

maaaaaaary had a little lampppppppppppppppppppp.

ﾗ Tuesday, July 22, 2003 | 03:23 a.m. ﾗ

i'll give you the moon at night.
i'll give you the stars to light your eyes.
i'll give you the sun to make one more dawn.
so another day may come.
i'll give you my heart and soul.
i'll be there to catch you when you fall.
when you ask me what i'll give to you.
girl, i'll give it all.

iloveyou. +)

ﾗ Saturday, July 19, 2003 | 07:30 p.m. ﾗ

per.
okays.
been a million years since i blogged.
kayy.
yest.
kallang.
hot.
alost died.

hahas. we ALL finished our lifeSpriNGS before they even started man.
and i refused to eat the damn chicken buns which were filled with mushrooms instead.
and xinyi refused to exchange with me !
pouts.

and i was terrorising dinah abt her "friend" from pl.
hahhahahhas.
okay evil evil.
but she's damn clever.
immediatly handed me her webcam and i stopped irritating her to take photos of myself.
took photos of EVERYTHIGN.
basically her webcam became mine.
took photos of the woman. ( who looked like a bird )
my dimple, her dimple, my phone, her phone, us, me ( ALOT ) and my socks ( even more ! )
hahas.

then. used it to zoom in onto cute bungs ( peixiu's anastasia ) hahas.
okay lahh and got more.
but the bungs there only got cute hair only.
and like, wahh when they OGLE at bungs, like not obvious man, only abt TEN people staring. hahas.
so cute.
they're ALL SO CUTE. :D

oh thn i met keith.
i have a new niece ! marianne !
hahas. thn saw jenny and jolene :D
yayy !! she;s not in the states ! :D
thnthnthn.
obviously played with jenny who ran away with my shoes and left me chasing her with HER bowling shoes ?!
it's like walking on pebbles man.

thn peixiu wanted to meet DESMOND.
growls.
and so i went with her.
desmond the loser saw me and RAN AWAY.
what a loser !? -rolls eyes-

anyway,
WE GOT DOUBLE CHAMP !! :D
yeah then met eden after tht.
hahas.
went to suntec to walk around.
then wanted to see the merlion so she brought me there.
only she didn;t know the way,
BUT I DID !! :D

hahas. then she wanted to race me.
so we were abt to race ( it was raining )
so we were gonna tace from one shelter to another.
but then.
i pushed her into a bush.
and a motorbike.
hahhas. okay madeness.
but in the end i won !! :D
-beams-

thn when we were walking to esplanade,
there were like these PONDS.
with like stepping slabs ontop of them
well yeah we were halfway crossing when i had this bright idea of pushing her in.
tried to push her in but she;s really strong so we ended up halfway between sumo fighting and wrestling, which resulted in me getting pushed into the pond !!
growls.
hahas no lahh actually there was this time i REALLY almost fell in but she caught me. hahas but my foot fell in the end. hahas.
annoying.
so i took off my shoe and my yellow ! sock and started walking BAREFOOT to one fullerton before she forced me to wear hers.

on the way there is started rainign cats n dogs and kittens and puppies to we raced there, but gave up 1/8 th way.
messed her hair up and she messed mine.
GRRRRS.
so we looked like two absolute tootsies walking there.

when we got there,
we really looked like we didn;t belong so we sat under the bridge instead.
and talked,
and talked,
and talked.

heh. went toilet after tht.
tried to vanquish a baby cochroach with LOADS of wet toilet paper, and got rid of him in the end.
:D

thn called a cab and she sent me home and i dnt knw how she got home after tht.

called aaronn when i got home. :)
and realised tht my phones spoil. :(

thn this morning.
my mum kicked me.
pouts.
but i didnt wanan get up.
and when i finally got up,
it was 11 already and nobody was at home.

oh no.
bu okay lahh, shan't play innocent.
was planning to pon anyway.
hahas.
too tired lahh.
and judging by the amt of people on msn,
many of them ponned too ;)
hahas.

okay.
messagin her nows.
happy. :)
well.. not so.
think my mum just gave up on me.
:(

ﾗ Thursday, July 17, 2003 | 12:08 p.m. ﾗ

when you池e all alone.
and you need a light.
someone to guide you.
through the night.
just remember.
that i am here.
to hold you close and dry your tears.
just when you thought you were falling.
you know i値l always be right there.

when you池e all alone.
and you need a friend.
someone to help you to the end.
when you need someone to catch you when you fall.
i値l be there through it all.
just when you thought you were losing.
but you know i値l always be right there.
and i値l be there through the good times and the bad.
and we値l be there for each other.
you池e the best friend i ever had.

just when you thought you were falling.
you know i値l always be right there.
whenever you need me, i値l always be right there.
i値l always be right there.

- resisloudedayne -
[[aaronn]]

ﾗ Tuesday, July 15, 2003 | 09:47 p.m. ﾗ

back fr school :(
today was a horrible day :(
-sighs-

i really don't know what's going on,
but it's really depressing. :(
sighs.
thanks jae :)

and wyn
i'll be seein you guys at the burfday bash yeas ?
thanks.

and aaronn
thanks also.

you guys put a smile on my face.
-nods-

yeah dnt knw lahh.
oh and dinah also thnks !

maybe it's just one of those mondays.
maybe it's not.
-sighs-
:(

give me a reason
why i can't concentrate
the world is turning upside down,
spinning round and round.
give me a reason
why i now understand
the beauty and simplicity
in everything surrounding me.
you've got a way of spreading magic everywhere;
anywhere i go i knw you're always there.
it sounds ridiculous but when you leave a room,
there's a part of me that just wants to follow you too

because i miss you,
and this is all i wanna say.
these three words have said it all.
you knw i miss you,
i think about you when you're gone.
i guess i miss you
nothing's wrong,
i don't mean to carry on.

it's such a hard life and most of the time
i'm just surviving.
that's why i want you to know;
in a world where sincerity has lost it's meaning,
you fill my world with so much hope.

you know i miss you;
this is all i wanna do.
i know it doesn't sound too cool,
but maybe i'm in love with you.
you know i miss you.

you make me wanna ask for more,
i just miss you.

ﾗ Monday, July 14, 2003 | 03:06 p.m. ﾗ

yawns. it;s sucha lazy day.
i;m at home alone with th crabs.
no, REALLY, the crabs.
everyone is downstairs swimming.

oohs bought pretty neon socks yest.
towned with jenny leisha and spike.
then denise/denyse joined us and we hopped hapily around town.
hahahas.

met aaronn and then left soon after tht.
( jenny leisha spike and denise/denyse, not town )
went cine to meet joanna ( sad ) cindy ( depresed ) and jo best friend ( gon mad ).
and best friend refused to let me take photos with her camara but i forced her in the end.
oohs.
must remember not to excerscise my tyranny.
sighs.
hahas. okay thn draged them around town to get stuff for myeslf and couldn't fine the dentist ( obviusly ) becuse we were in the wrong building and anyway by the time we got there it was closed :(

then cindy bought serena a balloon, ( yayy ! )
hahas so obviously we wanted to surpise serene,
but she rejected it
and so cindy killed herself.
maybe not.
hahas. but she was sad.
nevermind.
i got aaronn an orange and yellow balloon flower !!
hahas.
okay then went back to cine to find serene with jo after joanna and cindy left sadly.

bowling alley.
hahahas. :D
hogged the photohunt machine and tried ( unsuccessfully ) to kick krist joe and mel off the top 10.
SHIT.
okay nevermind at least ALBERT NG isn;t there anymore.
-laughs-
then reenatcted a wallflower to a party animal disco club scene when the techno started playing for cosmic.
hahas.
was damn funny.
never knew tht a flower cld do so many outrageous things until; yesterday.
it is incredibly sexy.
so now aaronn has a fetish for pubbing flower porn.
oops.
hahas.

think i;m gonne go deaf in one ear.
because.
one side of my headphones is not working.
it's like, yeah.
so i hafta blast it for it to be loud enough.
so i'll be goind deaf in a ear.
-looks sadly at shoes-
honestly, bein deaf is pretty normal,
but not IN ONE EAR ?!

:(

ﾗ Sunday, July 13, 2003 | 04:33 p.m. ﾗ

give me a reason why i'm feelin so blue
everytime i close my eyes all i see is you
give me a reason why i can't feel my heat
everytime you leave my side i just fall apart.

ﾗ Thursday, July 10, 2003 | 06:05 p.m. ﾗ

just my size ! thanks ! :)
okay, another boring day, but not as boring as yesterday.
so this is what being a nerd feels like.
hmmmm.
so pearlyn's been everything from a dentist to a nerd.
okays people are complaning tht i haven't been blogging so must blog.
and no more blah blahb entrys.
bitch first.

fuck lost my 3 countries action n romance ( san guo yan yi ) and i've still gotta do my fucking IPW because the grp leader is childish and don;t think i don;t knw what you're thinkning. grp leader is a childish word but so what growls and IF i find my 3 countries i've still gotta finish it by tmr WHY because i;ve gota damn test. and tmr mornin i'm gonna hafta drag my sorry ass all the way to school to take the test you know as well as i do tht i;m gonna flunk and i STILL haven;t done my geog homework which is overdue for two weeks and it's fucking amazing why i haven't got screwed by tan shu wei and YARRRRRGHS i gave her a lousy excuse abt me moving hse and not being able to find it like ooookkkkaaaayyyy whatever per, like REALLY whatever this time -slaps herself-.

done.
hehh doing some shitty chinese compo now.
it's abt the worst experience in my whole life.
and since my life is so perfect and stuff i;ve obviously got nthn to write about.
so happily, per comes up with a story abt her pain of losing a sister.
and it's fictionary because i don;t even have an older sister in the first place.

L.A's doing my geog for me,
what a TREMEMDOUS relief.
-laughs-
but i have yen laters.
don't listen to aaronn,
yesterday's tuition was mavis.
hahas.

so i hafta give L.A instructions here.
how to log into e pebble and stuff.
ahhas. :D
thanks sugs !
hahas.

L.A :: go to http://epebble.net
then click on the part tht says CHIJ st nicolas girl's sign in here.
okay ? :D
good.
then log in as me.
my ID is s8737856z.
and the password is *******************
hahas okay no lahh it's thisisfuckingstupid you shld get to my school's hmpage.
good. click the part on top tht says learning.
cannot find it tell me.
but you shld be able to find it.
yeah then you'll get this long list of subjects.
click geography.

oh my god i knw this is damn out of point but i just found my chinese zuo wen, I THOUGHT I LOST IT

anyway, back to the passage.
so yeah. click geogragpy and you'll have THREE documents. get the one tht says CHANGING INDUSTRIES.
extremely impt,
it says " sec three " okay ?
thn download the graded assignment part two.
cux i alr did the fist part !
hahas. thanks man ! :D

" pearlyn, don't try to hide behind the dustbin. "

ﾗ Thursday, July 10, 2003 | 05:12 p.m. ﾗ

hellos!!
okay once again i'm extremely proud of my self.
i sucessfully fixed per's links problem and perfectly placed them under the butterfly picture.
and i fixed whatever that needs to be fixed.
like correcting the correct url for her archives page.
and also changing the link of the correct host of this blog.
her host's pitas. but it diaryland was stated there instead.
and and i archvies all her other entries into the archives page.
can click there to check out her older entries.

okays. see told you i'm smart.
this is extremely ego boosting.
okay. i just had to say it again.
it feels good you know.

per's at yen tuition nows.
okay i shall help her blog.
okay just replied her msg.
she wants a fire floss!!
okay out of point. but yeah.
oh yess. and today's her most boringest day of her life.
cause there's nothing. as in nothing much happened.
you know like everything's just like that.
poor girl. okay my day was more interesting.
okay shallnt blog here but i will be too lazy to blog in my blog later.
okay nevermind. this is her blog so obviously people want to read about her. and NOT her psycho girlfriend.
okay temptation too huge.
psycho girlfriend is helping sean create a blog.
point:pyscho girlfriend is smart and not a complete air head.
think per's yen tuition ends at 2130. poor girl.
she's really bored. tsktsk.
nevermind. i'm sure you'll have fun reading this. right right right.
okay i'm going to call her later.
i just slept the whole day yesterday.
i really do mean whole.
came home after school. bathed. slept. woke up at 9plus in the night for awhile. msg msg. then back to lalaland. again. till this morning lahh.
so i obviously sadly didnt get to talk to her. which is like really bad.
so i must talk to her today.
yayy!! sean's blog's done. okay shall help her add her link later.

okay busy busy.
gotta help sean find nice templates and add her url in per's link.

byes!!
i love you!!

ﾗ Wednesday, July 9, 2003 | 08:29 p.m. ﾗ Posted by iced glare at 09:58 AM :: :: C29mments :: P0ngs :: 242 hits #112 Brushes are back up (66 Words) Fri - 05.07.2004 6 weeks, 6 days, 22 hours, 31 minutes, 28 seconds ago

Finally, the brushes are back up and I also added a new set. I changed the layout. It has the same colors as here and no image. If I would have tried to make a layout it would have took 5 years. Plus you people don't really give a damn how it looks, you just want the goods...right :-) Enjoy!